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[sheers]

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[thermos]

[ he wants to cry. ]

i know

but i think i need some time to myself if thats ok with you. sorry

[sheers]

[ nate's not the only one. ]

please don't leave me, nate. i'll do anything else. everything else.

[thermos]

lets talk about this later k? dont worry, i wont leave you.

[ tmw your heart has been completely shattered but you're still thinking about the person's feelings. ]

[sheers]

[ this is why he doesn't mess with the feelings, they are confusing and upsetting and AWFUL. ]

can't we just talk about this now? tell me what i'm doing wrong. tell me what else to do.

[thermos]

youve done nothing wrong

just give me some time. take care of yourself, bye

[ sorry, he really needs to cry and he can't cry if he's trying to put up a brave front for puppy over text. ]

[sheers]

[ it's like feng all over again. should he have lied? should he have just gone with it? puppy doesn't want to feel like this. it's disgusting and horrible and it makes him feel like shit. ]

i'm always here. i'll wait for you to come back.

[ it's the only thing he knows to do: to hold on even when he's not wanted. ]